statue of liberty.

you don't need me. if that's you want, then i am out.

writing this down...

with a very sad song as the background.

i feel like giving my old blog a visit.

just to see how pathetic i was.

still am.

the world is stupid that way.

madness is the word.

but i am not mad.

i am just disappointed in almost everything.

myself the most.

there's this part of me, wanting this whole episode of my life, to be over very soon.

there's also that part of me, that stupid part of me, that doesn't want this to end.

but it will end very soon.

right now, i can't wait for it

but i would be lost once this is over.

i know i would.

kecewa

all my effort goes down the drain.

it's okay, at least it is done.

the life of a great procrastinator.

two hours of Mr Thantawi's class was painful. well, it was not because of him or the subject, or anything that he talked about.

it was because of the fact that, i couldn't help but to hear a lot of voices, all pretty much talking about the same thing. that freakin AE, and assignments.

i was at a point, where i needed to get out of that class. the point where my heart felt like bursting out of the system. the heart thingy usually happens when i am mad/nervous or something. but that time, i felt lost, messed up, fucked up, and screwed up.

i asked myself a funny question. a silly one actually.

what kind of a life is this?

well, it is the life of a great procrastinator. that's the whole deal.

i am on my own.

i can't blame my supervisor,

i can't blame my lecturers,

i can't blame the classes,

i can't blame the books,

i can't blame anyone but myself.

i don't have that privilege to blame others.

as i have lived the life of a great procrastinator

isn't she lovely?

siti amirah, you're being suicidal.

more photos will be posted. *do i have visitors? nevermind that.

it's 3.26 am, and i haven't started on any freakin reports that i should do/finish.

thank God i have finished on my presentation. just need to present one last presentation tomorrow, and i am done, at least, for presentation.

but reports, i have a mountain of them. PLUS AE. i am only on my chapter 1.

my gawd, siti amirah, you're being suicidal.